Sunday, June 15, 2008
Why do i have to exist in this WORLD?
when all i do is bringing so much MISERY to SO many people?
To HURT everyone so CLOSE to me.
It HURTS even more to know that i HURT them.
Yup, i guess i've Change.
i Changed so much that nobody recongnise me
i Changed so much that people thinks that it's not me anymore.
and i dont know the reasons.
i'm too tired of thinking of this reasons.
i'm too tired of explaining.
i'm too tired of pretending that i'm okay.
i'm too tired of the LONG nights.
i dont know why i exist in this world.
it's probably my fault to be in this world.
PS: Thank you for believing in me, when the whole world doesnt. (:
PS: Too many problems fall on the same time, maybe it's teaching me to be independent
when all i do is bringing so much MISERY to SO many people?
To HURT everyone so CLOSE to me.
It HURTS even more to know that i HURT them.
Yup, i guess i've Change.
i Changed so much that nobody recongnise me
i Changed so much that people thinks that it's not me anymore.
and i dont know the reasons.
i'm too tired of thinking of this reasons.
i'm too tired of explaining.
i'm too tired of pretending that i'm okay.
i'm too tired of the LONG nights.
i dont know why i exist in this world.
it's probably my fault to be in this world.
PS: Thank you for believing in me, when the whole world doesnt. (:
PS: Too many problems fall on the same time, maybe it's teaching me to be independent
what we could have been, 22:39:00.
