Sunday, November 30, 2008

~~Yup, like what my msn pm.~~
It's far worst that what i thought.
I never had thought this day to arrive so fast.
Too fast til i'm not prepared for it.
Not prepared to face reality.

I do not know what to feel now.
I do not know what to do.

Today, is as if i have been on a rollercoster ride.
One second i was happy,
watching the fireworks at Vivo city,
laughing with my friends.
The other second i was force to face the truth
the dark dark truth of reality.
Reality is cruel, some people said.
I didn't believe at first.
But i do now.

Please do not ask what had happened.
I do not wish to think about it again.
Thank you for your kind understanding (:
Thank you for your concern (:

I'm perfectly fine.
Just that i need somewhere to write this down.
I will still be the same old Sheila as though nothing had happened (:

what we could have been, 00:16:00.