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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

I lost my wallet.
AGAIN!
When can i stop losing my things?
I think it's fated. -.-"

Baby, I'm sorry you couldn't contact on this day.
Was very fustrated about losing my things.
And my phone is dead.
I'm sorry i missed your call. ):
Good night, Sweet dreams my dear.

what we could have been, 01:31:00.
Sunday, September 19, 2010

I love looking at other people's blog.
And I'm always non-stop envying. ):
I think I'm a sad person larh. ):
Other people's blog typically will have their wonderful boyfriend,
who does everything sweet for the girl.
Please don't get me wrong.
I'm not saying my boyfriend is not sweet.
He can be the sweetest person on Earth(if he wants to :P)

But.
There will always be a thin line between me and the bloggers.
And up till now, I still don't understand why.
Why do they not accept him?
If everyone is judge base on looks or feeling, without getting to know them in person.
And not deserve a second chance.
I rather not live in this cruel planet.

I'm tired.
Very tired.
Of keeping up with this lie.
As you know, when you start a lie,
you can't stop lying.
But technically, I'm not lying.
I'm just not comfortable speaking about it.
Why can't I just have them just like the others?

I just want them to accept him, my decision.
I don't want to continue to lie.
I just want him to have dinner with us.
I just want him to stay over.
I just want him to participate in my daily life.
I just want him to go overseas with me.
I just want him to be part of my family.
Even though it might be just for that period.
I understand this might not last forever.
But at least it has happened.
At least there will still be memories.
This shall be the most cherish part of my life.
2 years and still counting.

'Don't cry because it's over,
Smile because it happened.'

PS: I'm a strong believer of cherishing the moment, and not hoping the monent to last forever .

what we could have been, 01:20:00.
Saturday, September 18, 2010

I WANT...
LOSE ALOT OF DAMN WEIGHT
Rollercoaster

Word tattoos
Bungee Jumping
Maldives
White West Highland TerrierBubbles
Backpacking Trip
Roses
Hot Air Balloon ride

Lots of balloons

DSLR
Poloriod camera

Makes cute cupcakes

Little white dress

Paris

Cute necklaces

Walks on the beach
Watch fireworks
Picnic
Watch Sunrise & Sunset

Sun Tan

what we could have been, 22:10:00.
Friday, September 17, 2010

I very 乖 today!
I slept at home till 5pm today.
Because today is a very nice weather!
Seriously hoping to wake up next to you.
Haha. baby fit already annot?
I miss you.
I love you.
13 more days to meet you.
Can't wait!

what we could have been, 18:56:00.
Saturday, September 11, 2010

Seriously feeling 'WTF' now?
Gir's do it all the time.
Why?
Because girls want guys to realise themselves, rather than girls telling them.
That's why everytime when guys ask 'what happen?', girls would say 'nothing'
You don't know anything.

Do you know there's a problem with you?
Everytime I don't feel like saying something.
You always force me to say it.
Be it using loud voice, or punching something.
I was force to say it,
not because I want to say it myself
It's because I'm afriad of you.
That's why, there is always a part of me is afraid of you.
Afraid that the 'something' would be me someday.
Yes, I'm afraid of you.

PS: And I bet you will not read this at all.
Prove me wrong will you?

what we could have been, 19:58:00.
Sunday, September 05, 2010

Happy 2nd Anniversary to us!
We have been through thick and thin,
and 'almost' did not make it through.
But in the end we did make it through!
I love you no matter what!
Muacks BabyJ.

Celebrated at Botanic Garden.
We took 502 and it doesn't stop at the Botanic garden,
and end up in orchard road.
So we walked all the walk back,
but stupid J wanted to take a short cut,
We walked some ulu place larh.
and we were lost!
I wanted to die, it's so hot and I'm sweating non-stop.
Saw a cab and wanted to take,
but the uncle told us it was just around the corner.
Bluff us lor ):
But finally made it,
not what I had in mind -.-"

I had flash -.-"

Made Bento for us ((:
Top-right clockwise: Honey chicken, rice, shrimp gyoza, hotdog/bacon/crabstick on sticks, tamago and corn.
Chilled on the grass.
Made him a mini-scrapbook, so proud of myself :DD





I Love you baby.




Stupid boy addicted to my handphone game -.-"
My face is so ROUND! ):


Swan! They are so cute.



Finally TGIF dinner, and he was bloated.
PS: Can we have more outing like this? ((:

what we could have been, 22:20:00.

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